Pot belly's hate Treadmills

Ive now realised that when you work out alot you feel much better, I knew that before but not as much as I do now if you know what I mean. I can eventually see why people go for a jog or run now, before I thought it was a bit of joke to see people running in their little skimpy shorts looking mightly fucking dull but now I will be joining them becuase tommorow hopefully i will be obtaining a tread mill, with which hopefully I can get rid of this pot, I know a havent shut up about it. But it will be gone oh yes it will be gone. Ive noticed a little change in my body, what i am hoping is that maybe I will be able to remove this horrible double chin and dark eyes. Ive also noticed my head line is beggining to receed a little and thought how the hell am I going to look in a few years time. Dark under the eyes, fat pot belly, double chin, and to top it all off bald. On a lighter note my exeperience is more than what I can ask for in life, what ive achieved is much more than what I expected. You could say Im not rich in cash , but rich in company, I dont think will ever be alone.
I Love You all!!

The Bench Of Scenery

I now name a particular bench in town my bench of scenery because I always seem to end up on this special bench, and the scenery looking over castle gardens is a up most must
for many people visiting swansea, I always seem to be attracted to this bench whilst on my travels, I wonder why this bench is so special. Maybe its something to do with space time that I have to visit this bench in different states of ruined-ness, or maybe its trying to give me a insight into my future life of hanging out on park benches looking for food in bins, and traveling, or maybe just maybe its something beyond my imagination.................................lol...

Fitness and Comping

Well, where the fuck to I start. I noticed that I have been feeling a lot better lately. I been continually hacking away at the fitness and noticed that im looking better. Not much, but enough for me too notice. Im going to keep at it and this god forsaken curse of tummy pot which Ive had most of my life will be gone forever (hopefully). Hoping to get a treadmill soon which im really really looking forward, Ive noticed today that my body is getting a little bored of the same usual routine of rowing machine, I need a little spice of fitness, and I think a treadmill would be just the ticket.

Ive noticed that my chum martin has done a blogg after all the critism he's made about bloggs being boring he goes and creates one for himself. I find his blogg very emotional and deep feeling take a look

www.runsmoove.com

Ive continued doing my comps, havent won nothing extremely big yet. but I suppose you have to be in it to win it, thats why ive joined a awesome website if ya into comping it shows loads and loads of comps that you can enter and keeps track of them

www.loquax.co.uk

I just got to keep on entering and entering as many as I can and maybe just maybe I will hopfully win big this time round.
The mag which Is the mag I subscribe to is as follows

www.justcomps.co.uk

you should try it hopefully you will win something

What a Weekend

Phew after much time, much much time of enjoyment whilst out on friday Ive realised what its like to have fun once again on a night out. What a good night out it was too I had one hell of laugh giggleing and jokeing all night. lol

Anyways I aint updated for a while so I thought I would give you viewers a little treat into what I thought was quite intresting. Upon recieving a email earlier I was hooked, reading it for more than 30 minutes.
Im going to tell u all about it before I bore you with the run up of what its about
its called brain bullet. The email I had, stated they wanted £30 for the software I decided Im not paying that and looked elsewhere for similar software and found it a 30 day trial thats more like it
Ive installed the software and have given it a go, just to see if it will change me a little and make things a little more intresting heres the link = self-help subliminals

Im going to publish this I dont care what anyone says.

One day, I had one of the biggest thoughts that has come across my mind ever. I thought and slowed down and actually questioned the mobid thought that some people dont even ponder to ask the question of one day actually you will be on your death bed, and you will be at that crucial point of where you will say goodbye to all and everything on the earth plane with your human eyes you will see for the last time your friends and relatives, you will and I will highlight this "YOU WILL CEASE TO EXIST IN THE EYES OF EARTH DWELLERS" I slowed this situation down and realised it too be quite emotional without doubt or realisation of it. I know that it is a long time to come and I should only think of the present, but just a quick little thought I will be at that point of my life where I would have to say goodbye to humanity and life what would you say what would you do, if and only if there was a right answer to what you had to say and do at that particular special meaningfull moment of your life where people you know and love, where they are going to give their upmost and painfull attention to you and your last dying words to have what you had to say. What would you say?

GreenTea Overdose

Where do I Start from where I left off last, god it was a while ago I think. Lately In work Ive been drinking green tea by the bucket loads and have found that after one cup it gives you a sort nice sense of well being but after 10 cups its a different story, can u imagine having something as powerful as that, that is legal to buy in supermarkets, Ive found to be quite a mind blowing stimulant, it does infact affect you in different ways if you can adapt to the taste like I have. its not blow you away stuff, but its day to day tea thats not alchol and you can drink it in work, it does infact after 6 cups or more make you mindless and not give a shit about anything, e.g. you would sit there and forget about something you were worrying about in the first place but then think what the hell I cant remember so I will sit here and just look intelligent. To think you can over antiditox yourself to have adverse side affects cool innit, try and drink about six cups all one after each other taking your mind off them then sit back and tell me if you think you feel a little different .

The net is my Oyster

I went to use my lovely little laptop the other day and found out that it wasnt charging due to the charger being on strike, and yes you guessed its nackered, I was gutted my saturday night came crashing down around me, no computer, no internet, no sky television (disconnected- forgot to pay expensive bill earlier in the month),so there was the bog standard box in front of me , I watched stars in there eyes and thought oh my god im dying my computer has died and so is my brain, its going lifeless due to lack of things to look forward too, and it did, all day sunday I was in a complete daze, but then my mother came to the rescue and lent me her lovely laptop (extreeeemely lovely), and so with this lovely widescreen sony vaio 3.06 ghz, 128 graphics ati card, 40gb hard drive, I shall blitz the net and games world that has been waiting for me for such a long long long time. Finally I can multi task without error messages being in my eyes, due to lack of performance from my age old chugger laptop, (bloody thing- dying on me, ill never forgive it). And so has time goes on and I get solemly attached to this fine laptop my mother has donated ( or Maybe given!) a great glare of kindness lights up my heart, cheers mam its a fine laptop (hope you dont read my blogg. lo0lolololol) its mine all mine, the power is mine, I can play games of all venya, whilst in the mobility of my own home mwahahahahahahaha.lol

Deep sea or Sea Skimmer

Ive spent much of today working out What can make me happy whilst working (keying). Ive found that when I type (key) My mind often wonders like mad thinking of different things maybe a hundred million ideas at once, I have tried to jot them down, but they either get lost or when I go back to them they dont make any sense at all. I would agree with any one looking back at myself that I am in fact a serious deep thinker, unfortunately this is a problem I have had most of my life. e.g. When I think or look at an object I like to look into it = like where did it come from, whats its story, how did it come about, what if you had another just like it and performed a few experiments on it to see how it turns out, what do other people think of it, the amount of question's you can place on one single object are astronomical, but then you have people who think differently, e.g. you place a apple in front of them and ask them to tell you as much as you can by looking through every aspect of the apple, they would in fact look back at you puzzled as too what the hell are you going on about, and these people in fact are through my eyes are sea skimmers, not willing to go any deeper into the ocean of life, happy to plod along with the comforts of new clothes, shopping, football, haircuts, etc etc. Whilst not asking one little question of how they got here or anything.

Then you got your mid sea swimmers who are happy to delve a little into what they know but not willing to go a little deeper to the fact of there being that little something beyond what they are looking at.

And last but not least the deep sea divers who are in fact bursting with conversation about every aspect of philosophy, technology and science etc. When two deep sea divers are placed in the same room, the conversations could turn out non stop and ultimately amazing. (e.g. Einstein and his group of theoroatrical physists)

There are in fact many different swimmers in the ocean of life, only a few are deep, and I suppose alot are skimmers, the only way im going to split most of the deep sea with the skimmers is, as an example would be what i've wrote here for a start, whoever I find Coming back to me asking me what the hell am I going on about in this entry, then I know for a fact that they are sea skimmers and not potential deep sea divers, due to there lack of intension of not thinking deep about the possibilities of certain peoples minds and taking in my entry

I hope you all understand, I will in fact look deeper into my thoery of the way certain minds work and how deep can a shallow mind go, now thinking about it that would be a challenge. To turn a sea skimmer into a deep thinker (I wonder if it would take a mid life crisis or something for them to actually realise the possibillities of questions and the deep thought of life.)

I suppose the possibilties are endless on this subject I mean how deep can the mind go, how long is a piece of string. But I do know one thing though no matter how much abuse your mind takes, You will in fact always be in control of it untill the very end............( without illness)

When ya tired and need a little boost

After a long day towards the end of the night when I want to create a entry in my blog I am normally a bit too tired and can't be bothered. My mind just wants to sleep. Im awfully tired my eyes are burning. The last thing on your mind is too once again stare at a screen. Its a bit off putting when my job consists of staring at a screen all day. I have just found the saviour to my problem on the way to taking hayls to work I popped into my local shop to get some lockets for my sore throat which I suffered really bad last night with. (It was a sheer nightmare to try and get some sleep lastnight.) Well aparantely I was absouletely shocked to find that they gave me one hell of a energy boost, I thought what the hell is going on, awesome I thought, Im not going to feel so tired now and low and behold it has worked wonders for my sore throat and has given me a shit hot sugar boost, so I think I will be eating them on a regular now, not that I am so keen on them but in the healthy long run they're Grreeeat!

The Common Clockface slows time on Sunday

I have spent the last few hours lazing about the house, well i've made a spectacular sunday dinner which I thought I started a little too early but the timing was ok, it was acurately amazing as I and the animals were eating by 12.30. Nice to have a real family meal which turned out perfect, I suppose I have got a knack for shit hot cooking. Its all in the knowledge of passed down perfection from my ancestors and stuff, lol. Apart from that I havent done much just cleaned a little, balled and shouted at the kids for trashing our home, I was chuft to see changing one of the channels that France has beat england in the Rugby. I then turned the channel over to find back to the future being shown on the box, which is a must to watch for any fan, even though I have seen it about 500 times its still amazing through my eyes. The trouble is once you have seen it that many times you dont follow the story as much but tend to look for the smallest little mistakes, but it still from this day on gives me that little tingling feeling in my spine when the best bits come on (e.g. the bit with the electricity bolt, where the the doc has to zip down the cable and save marty by connecting the plugs). It did get me thinking a little of the aspect of time being measured by a clock face, can u imagine if time was not measured by the twelve hour clock face which we take for granted for each ache-ing minute of our life. If it was measured by any other means, like some unformal unfimiliar device, would we think, look and realise the same profound nature of time in the same sort of feeling as we do for common clock face.

Birthday's Gone By

I did not mention on my blogg, it was my son and daughters birthday just gone, the little boy kieran was on the 31st of jan and the little girl caitlynne is on 1st of march (she's proper Welsh, real Welsh lol), heres some pics