Today I felt a little more faraway than usual, Went over the pub lunchtime only to find that Martin, and Mark were chatting away about things and I was infact far away in the clouds (Maybe its the little overdose of sudafed I took in the morning - to get rid of my cold). The sniffles are terrible when they get to you. But good old Trusty suddy took it away for hopefully another day. I volunteered to do a little bit of support (manual physical lifting work) for a month or two to get it sorted.I suppose they need amazing expertise in brainstorming- I suppose my vast amazing imagination takes its toll in moments of need sometimes when it comes to idea's then they get shattered away by some Fatcat sitting on his perch higher up who hasnt a clue what the front line of work is like, but hey he know's best he is in fact authority and so he shall be obeyed......or maybe not
On a lighter note Ive in fact won another competition Today which I'm infact quite proud off (my hard work is paying off yay!- its not much but Im getting a response all the same)
I have won Tickets for NME music awards London they are worth £12.50 each x2
and they have to be used by the 28th. Im going to have to decide what the hell im going to do with them, Ill figure something out.
Im going to finish this entry with the website of Chad Vader, which I find is extremely funny and got my vote on the awards for best internet star ( you can see they spent alot of time and money on the filming). They should honestly make into a proper Tv Series - Brilliant!
Friday, February 23, 2007
Saturday, February 17, 2007
A Real Simulation of Overtime
I done a little bit of overtime today Started off as one of those mindless days where You dont awaken for a while, Then all of a sudden with a little bit of coxing conversation I came alive around break time. I had these wonderfull would be ideas of what I was going to do with my day but it turned into a couch potato day (dont know why, my motivation lately feels as if its gone right down the plug hole) but never the less I came up with few little ideas with the help of my inspiration, my Focus magazine. I think Ive been reading it for most of the day (lovit).
And after reading 90% of last months issue before reading the next one the things that intrested me the most was shown on the following sites :
www.bbc.co.uk/science/hottopics/superheroes
A site on where you take a test to see what super hero matches your criteria
http://implicit.harvard.edu/implicit
A site which delves deep into Research on the subconcious mind (Right up my street)
then there is a big section on 'creating your own universe'
where this stood out the most to me :
www. simulation-argument.com
A little arguement on 'us as Humans living in a computer simulation, the possibilities of it being real'
And after reading 90% of last months issue before reading the next one the things that intrested me the most was shown on the following sites :
www.bbc.co.uk/science/hottopics/superheroes
A site on where you take a test to see what super hero matches your criteria
http://implicit.harvard.edu/implicit
A site which delves deep into Research on the subconcious mind (Right up my street)
then there is a big section on 'creating your own universe'
where this stood out the most to me :
www. simulation-argument.com
A little arguement on 'us as Humans living in a computer simulation, the possibilities of it being real'
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
The Grand Round Age Of Fiver.
Kieran has hit the nice Round age of 5, If I think hard enough I can remember my fifth birthday. ( no I cant) wonder what I had for it. Might ask my perants to find out. Anyways We spoilt him rotten, as soon as I got home I could see that his grandfather had already bought him a space ship, So I offered to take him to Toys 'r' us to pick a nice little toy and Guess what he choose the figures that go with the spaceship (X-men, I was shocked that he knew this, As I wouldnt have had a clue. Its like kids have got a degree in toy- oligy or something.) After spending around a hour trape-sing around the toystore searching for presents for caitlynne as well as kieran, its only fair you have to buy for both. Caitlynne had a little prezzie, a unicorn horsey. We then decided to make a meal of things and go to Pizza Hut. I've never been before and what a experience it was. Very modern inside. Ive never washed my hands in a bowl in the toilet before it made me laugh loads, the waiters were on cloud nine and so layed back that they didnt know that they had to serve customers lol, just couldnt stop laughin it was so funny. Nothing made sense in there it all seemed really unusual, Where the till was and everything. When We got served it felt as if the waiter was the chef and the farmer, Spending the time to pluck the chicken, grow the vedge and milk the goats for cheese for our pizza. When recieved it did seem nice but a little too rich for the likes of mine and hayls taste buds. Kieran kept on makeing a show of him self and shouting that his margerita pizza was bleeding lol. Just couldnt stop laughing. Must be the most unusual restraunt I have been to and the last by the sounds of hayls complaints.
Sunday, January 28, 2007
Nothing to do, But seek fame 'not' lol
Ive managed to do quite alot these past few days, odd indeed considering Ive had all week to do things but Ive spent them relaxing and shopping (with no money :( ) and eating mostly. Aint it funny that when You are comeing to the end of a project of a good idea of something alike, the most affect happens or you do the most of the work towards the end. Like your subconcious is thinking deep down I aint got much time left so I have to get on with more. I hope you know what I mean....
Ive just finished Updating my Friends Reunited
with which im hoping someone from school would email me or leave a comment. I suppose the best way to find out how much you have changed is to get in contact with someone who hasnt seen you in years. I suppose something like that brings on an impact of self importance to your self esteem etc ( Damn I talk some shit )
Also I have just put one (yes just one) item up for sale on ebay and that would be the old vintage 3d 1980's handheld game I am hoping it will go to a nice little collector who will look after it for years to come.
And something I found really intresting today was the fact that the Focus magazine was jam packed full of facts and storys that tickled my fancy front page material was that of How to gain internet fame (orr how we crave it lol) with which I watched the numa boy who in fact had an overall unbelievable 700,000,000 viewers looking at his video, Here's his new Website newnuma.com where you will find his new video. I thought it was good but not as good as the original. A bit like a film when someone releases a sequel nine times out of ten they never turn out as good as the original ( apart from the little few e.g. Terminator 2 ).
Another famous clip was that of the star wars kid, who in fact I was shocked to read actually caused Distress Towards his fame due to him not wanting it shown on the internet after his noble college buddies uploaded it without his consent .
p.s. Before I go I just spotted this and I thought 'now thats what I call a sequel' star wars kid 2
Ive just finished Updating my Friends Reunited
with which im hoping someone from school would email me or leave a comment. I suppose the best way to find out how much you have changed is to get in contact with someone who hasnt seen you in years. I suppose something like that brings on an impact of self importance to your self esteem etc ( Damn I talk some shit )
Also I have just put one (yes just one) item up for sale on ebay and that would be the old vintage 3d 1980's handheld game I am hoping it will go to a nice little collector who will look after it for years to come.
And something I found really intresting today was the fact that the Focus magazine was jam packed full of facts and storys that tickled my fancy front page material was that of How to gain internet fame (orr how we crave it lol) with which I watched the numa boy who in fact had an overall unbelievable 700,000,000 viewers looking at his video, Here's his new Website newnuma.com where you will find his new video. I thought it was good but not as good as the original. A bit like a film when someone releases a sequel nine times out of ten they never turn out as good as the original ( apart from the little few e.g. Terminator 2 ).
Another famous clip was that of the star wars kid, who in fact I was shocked to read actually caused Distress Towards his fame due to him not wanting it shown on the internet after his noble college buddies uploaded it without his consent .
p.s. Before I go I just spotted this and I thought 'now thats what I call a sequel' star wars kid 2
Thursday, January 25, 2007
Parenting Programming
Just done my psychology homework in the afternoon.Im not feeling tired, Its a first. earlier I bought some eye drops for tired computer eyes ( I think they seem to have done the trick a little).
Ive found that time is going tremendously slow, it seem's as if without work there is little to find out about myself, Its like work as become part of me so much that Ive forgotten who I am without it. I dont like the fact that I have to work nearly everyday, but without it I feel different. My upbringing was strict on the fact that you had to be in school, work or college everyday and not miss one day (no excuses), to be programmed this way is a good thing but in a sense a bad thing. It shows that you are too scared of change towards taking a sick day, maybe reflecting on a person's lifestyle towards change. Too scared to venture out of the norm of working everyday of your life, too scared of someone finding out about your telling a lie, too scared about groups of people ( what would they say, what would they do) afraid of hurting those close to you, around you when in groups with other people. I hate it. I have come to the conclusion of programming by perants brings on leathal consiquences later on in life, so I suppose you have to try ( and I mean try ) To give children guidence of resulting consiquences, rather than telling them what to do and what they must not do. e.g. dont do this, dont do that etc etc etc..................
It sounds like broken record, I did try it a couple of week's ago and found as and example that Children are ignorent to repeated phrases, sometimes nagotiable towards sweets and chocolate but damn forsaken blind to reverse psychology ha ha ha. And yes it worked my little plan worked. I told kieran (my son) that his room is looking tidy than it usually is and asked him did he clean it. His reply was unforgetable as this little question made him feel very guilty and so off he went to clean his pit of hell, after explaining that he was cheif cleaner, he had caitlynne hepling him too. yay it worked. But weeks later though I think Ive gone back to my old ways of shouting and screaming in stress and despair.
Ive found that time is going tremendously slow, it seem's as if without work there is little to find out about myself, Its like work as become part of me so much that Ive forgotten who I am without it. I dont like the fact that I have to work nearly everyday, but without it I feel different. My upbringing was strict on the fact that you had to be in school, work or college everyday and not miss one day (no excuses), to be programmed this way is a good thing but in a sense a bad thing. It shows that you are too scared of change towards taking a sick day, maybe reflecting on a person's lifestyle towards change. Too scared to venture out of the norm of working everyday of your life, too scared of someone finding out about your telling a lie, too scared about groups of people ( what would they say, what would they do) afraid of hurting those close to you, around you when in groups with other people. I hate it. I have come to the conclusion of programming by perants brings on leathal consiquences later on in life, so I suppose you have to try ( and I mean try ) To give children guidence of resulting consiquences, rather than telling them what to do and what they must not do. e.g. dont do this, dont do that etc etc etc..................
It sounds like broken record, I did try it a couple of week's ago and found as and example that Children are ignorent to repeated phrases, sometimes nagotiable towards sweets and chocolate but damn forsaken blind to reverse psychology ha ha ha. And yes it worked my little plan worked. I told kieran (my son) that his room is looking tidy than it usually is and asked him did he clean it. His reply was unforgetable as this little question made him feel very guilty and so off he went to clean his pit of hell, after explaining that he was cheif cleaner, he had caitlynne hepling him too. yay it worked. But weeks later though I think Ive gone back to my old ways of shouting and screaming in stress and despair.
Monday, January 22, 2007
My New Snap Happy cam
yay...... A week off for the Leightster. I gave Short notice, but who gives a damn it was uproved and here I am Monday Morning With a week to spair No Ties, ( well a little bit of homework to do) . Well not much. Im going to go for long walks and take loads of snaps to stick on here with my new Camera yipppeee..... my casio exilim 7.2 mega pixel (miniture) ex-z70.
What an amazing camera its so small and snappy, its like haveing a top of the range camera in miniture and for taking quick paparazzi snaps at family, friends and work colleagues its a breeze, it catches them at thier very best and the filming. phew!
Maybe im over exaggerating but this nifty little piece of kit was all down to me researching the internet for a awesome pocket camera and I came to my own conclusion after reading many reviews that this is the one for me, and it sure the hell was. I love it. But im still not getting rid of my canon powershot a40 ( theres something about its clean clear crisp 2.0 million pictures I love)
Keep tuned for some of my snaps and footage. he hee hee
What an amazing camera its so small and snappy, its like haveing a top of the range camera in miniture and for taking quick paparazzi snaps at family, friends and work colleagues its a breeze, it catches them at thier very best and the filming. phew!
Maybe im over exaggerating but this nifty little piece of kit was all down to me researching the internet for a awesome pocket camera and I came to my own conclusion after reading many reviews that this is the one for me, and it sure the hell was. I love it. But im still not getting rid of my canon powershot a40 ( theres something about its clean clear crisp 2.0 million pictures I love)
Keep tuned for some of my snaps and footage. he hee hee
Lets Talk Brekky Fast
Ive Spent most of my Day out and da bout in shops and stuff, with no money:(. I had a awsome breakfast in the cross cafe in careathin Swansea ( If you ever there pop- in. Its really really nice, Im definately going there again. The customer service is awesome and they give ya loads on your plate. Not scrimpy serving's like some places. Better to have to much than too little.
Friday, January 19, 2007
A Clean Change
Ive spent most of today half a sleep I dont what the hell is wrong with me. Im feeling a more tired than I have ever felt all week I think its due to the hard work load ive been dealing with lately and stress finally catching up with me, taking its toll on me. I think this has resulting in me taking a nice week off work to relax and catch up on who I really am etc, you know the finer things in life like taking strolls and snapping the odd photo now and again, clearing out all them cobwebs for the new year (Early Spring Clean) and making more space for new and exciting things if you know what I mean. I suppose the more organised and clean things are the more better it makes you feel deep down, Ive decided im going to make a good impression on myself and be a bit more organised and tidy with all my bits and bobs, and finish a few little projects i've been thinking about ( I will go into detail later )
For some odd reason I have'nt played the xbox for a while, but Im planning on taking on a few challenges which involve games, with this little bit of time I have off, this up and come-ing week.
I am hoping to spend the week doing different things and not get into a repetative manner of playing computer games day in and out, wasting loads and loads of time, I mean I am going to play them but not make a habit of it. I am going to go to more scenic places and take in lots and lots of country air and make the most of life by hopefully doing more leisurely activities ( I need to experience different things again.) with the work I do, A lot of indoor work, Which im not complaining about, but it is nice to take some nice clean crisp fresh air instead of that old stale, sleepy goverment Air( If you know what I mean)
Watch this space for the changes.
For some odd reason I have'nt played the xbox for a while, but Im planning on taking on a few challenges which involve games, with this little bit of time I have off, this up and come-ing week.
I am hoping to spend the week doing different things and not get into a repetative manner of playing computer games day in and out, wasting loads and loads of time, I mean I am going to play them but not make a habit of it. I am going to go to more scenic places and take in lots and lots of country air and make the most of life by hopefully doing more leisurely activities ( I need to experience different things again.) with the work I do, A lot of indoor work, Which im not complaining about, but it is nice to take some nice clean crisp fresh air instead of that old stale, sleepy goverment Air( If you know what I mean)
Watch this space for the changes.
Thursday, January 18, 2007
Sunday, December 03, 2006
Bad Cats and Christmas X boxes
Ive spent most of my time lately on the xbox console which was kindly donated to me by my mate tommy trout. The game in question Star Wars Nights of the old republic (and yes, if youre reading this tommy you were right, it is a very very addictive game.) its one of those games where you forget about what is going on around you, you loose all reality just to get to the next part in the addiction of game loving. I absoulutely love it, to the parts where you dont have to wait to save, I thought I would not like the turn based system when I saw it at first But after a few goes of getting used to it I love it. The only draw back to the game, well little draw back has to be the fact you have to spend ages running back to places, which takes ages, but im not complaning. All in all its high in my estermations at the moment. There's alot of my friends who have decided to take up there time by gaming day and night, Maybe its the fact that its rained every bloody day this winter. No its just that its winter and reality seems crap in the winter, everyones moody, and you try to cheer them up but it turns back to negative emotions by the end. Personally at the moment I feel as if Im not getting anywhere no progress or nothing, But im just happy to carry on playing my amazing game and wasting my family man life.
But on a lighter note my cat has just had a Mouth operation which cost me 280 quid and to find hes not right after it, because he took to long to come out of the anestetic has nothing to do with the fact that he can't balance and dont know where the hell he is etc. Might have the decision of the vet putting him to sleep once and for all, after they have drained us for all our christmas money (poor monty, weep).
Im feeling a little Grim at the moment but I know it will get better, Christmas is only round the corner. And the corner is only a short one. Its very stressfull though the present thing and all. Wouldnt it be a good idea to have a website which had PA's to do all the dirty work for you. You know que and go out in the cold, I know there are websites out there where you can buy online, but its seems like you dont know where the hell to start,eg I would much rather look through the argos catalogue than browse online its seems alot more self sufficient to do it that way, maybe I could just lie low (hide) for a few weeks after christmas and not buy anyone any presents, Fat chance of that happening. But I suppose in the joust of it all, everyone should recieve a present whether it is large or small, expensive or cheap. Its the thought that counts. Have a early Happy Christmas.
But on a lighter note my cat has just had a Mouth operation which cost me 280 quid and to find hes not right after it, because he took to long to come out of the anestetic has nothing to do with the fact that he can't balance and dont know where the hell he is etc. Might have the decision of the vet putting him to sleep once and for all, after they have drained us for all our christmas money (poor monty, weep).
Im feeling a little Grim at the moment but I know it will get better, Christmas is only round the corner. And the corner is only a short one. Its very stressfull though the present thing and all. Wouldnt it be a good idea to have a website which had PA's to do all the dirty work for you. You know que and go out in the cold, I know there are websites out there where you can buy online, but its seems like you dont know where the hell to start,eg I would much rather look through the argos catalogue than browse online its seems alot more self sufficient to do it that way, maybe I could just lie low (hide) for a few weeks after christmas and not buy anyone any presents, Fat chance of that happening. But I suppose in the joust of it all, everyone should recieve a present whether it is large or small, expensive or cheap. Its the thought that counts. Have a early Happy Christmas.
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