A deep start from end to finsh

Theres times like this when you dont know where to start or Finish, I would love to know what stage I am in my life at the moment without the hustle and bustle of cloaking and cloudyness from it. The feeling I get from deep within is a little frustrated strong man wanting to get out and tell people what to do, and where to go. In difficult times I suppose he shows a little of what I can be, and in easy times he just tucks away sitting there waiting for the next challenge to come along. One thing I know for certain there is in fact something there beyond your sub conscious waiting there ready to take on brave times. Deep within there is a person of courage and bravery waiting to be realeased, God only knows what it would take to release him into the wild of life. What an emotional being to have deep within.